nut

actually been doin my knittin. shd be doin it now in fact. hopin to finish real soon cos i get bored of things if they take too long to do. half way thr the back piece. i've got another pattern to do yet. also a crochet book to have a go at and i bought embossin stuff. so much stuff and no time to do it. sums up my life in a nut shell.

herbert

gotta go to work in a wee tick but aint written for a while so thought i better. still doin me knittin. havent done it for ages, so makin myself do it lol. on the back so half way. also made a pin cushion. it's quite big as i always think they are too small wen u buy them. i have a lot of pins and needles so big is gud.

im old

i am offically turnin 'old' in 46 mins. i dont want to be 24. that's too old. plus i dont even have a proper job or life. so feelin bit down. also think i'm startin to look quite haggered, so gonna start buyin some strong creams to cake my face in. lol.





finally got some more stuff in my etsy shop. some cards and some tops i've made.

gonna make some pin cushions to try and sell too. also got my knittin pattern back that i left round carolines, so i can finish my top. woop.

soddin bloody life

i am at a loose end. i left my knittin pattern at carolines. im bored of everything i try doin to keep myself goin and i'm not sleepin. i hate my job and no matter how hard i try, i can't get a new one. if it weren't so soddin flat here i would jump off the nearest cliff (obviously would need a coast line too lol)

seriously. i'm 24 on thurs and i have no life. i thought that i would at least be livin with a bloke or with mates by now, but nope. with the rents. thought i'd have a slightly decent job by now, nope. barmaid. thought i'd have some idea of what i wanted for the future, nada. i can't even look after myself with out nearly burnin the house down. wot am i to do??

i can't even sink in to a drunken state anymore cos it hurts to much lol. sucks when the one thing that cheers me up is poison. bloody booze.

i've lost direction and have no one to guide me.

pass the dutchie

woop i made a treasury on etsy. http://www.etsy.com/treasury_list.php?room_id=13936 it dies on monday tho :( kinda sad. lol. not been up to much. took my mum shoppin to get her a dress for the mayors ball. done a bit of knittin. worked too much. got some new snowboardin trousers. crazy excited bout that. again i am sad!! hehe. avin a lazy day (until i have to go to work later - boogie nite) listenin to dodgey 80s tunes. couldn't get any better. ha.